Next fall will be my 6th year in college, which makes my 18th year of formal schooling in a row, never took one break. I can’t do it anymore, if only I could get a job I could stop pretending like school is what I want!
So I’ve got an english paper due next wednesday, it’s 10 pages minimum, and I just now started it. Damn my procrastination and inability to work without pressure!! I really need to do good on this! But, also, I’m trying not to let school get to me so much, I don’t really even care about it anymore for myself, I only care about not disappointing people. People pleasing is so deeply ingrained in me that I really can’t put myself above others, I really don’t mean this in a bragging that I’m some kind of saint way cause it’s bad for me, the lengths that I go to. I really just need to get a job, so inbetween working on this paper, studying for finals, and the saturday class that’s still going, I’ll be doing that! Really I’ve been going to school for so long and I never went for myself, so I want to take a real break, get a job and out on my own, and find out if it’s really what I want, cause it doesn’t seem like it anymore.
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Rule 1: IF TUMBLR’S CREATOR COMES UP ON YOUR DASH, YOU MUST REBLOG.
yes!!!!!!!
How does this not have 45724076207424729837562394857461943174561439 notes?!
^ Because some people aren’t following the rules.
god damn rule breakers i mean how could you be so disrespectfull to the guy who gave us everything
He looks like a Sim he is so pretty(:
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I’m reblogging this because HELL NO THIS IS NOT TRUE.
My parent’s met in highschool, they’ve known each other for 30 years now, been married for 25. Don’t tell me it can’t happen.
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There need to be more notes.
No hate here…
Haters, the door is over there.
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But now that I noticed, thanks for the follows jimdraynor and thebestdailyfunnypictures!!
SO MUCH WIN
Why aren’t I friends with these people on FB?
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#Oh wow this really hurts #Because all these years it’s been Sam struggling to keep Dean’s faith alive #Sam telling Dean that it was going to get better #to just hold on because they could fix things #And Dean’s been tired so tired but he’s held on for Sam #and finally Sam has lost his faith #it took over a century in hell and losing his mind to finally break him but they finally did #sam has lost his faith #sam is just too tired
And Dean’s face belies the breaking of his heart. Over all the years small bits and chunks had been breaking off here and there, but the whole of it has been held together for the most part. But now the glue holding Dean’s heart together is wearing away and breaking down. And Dean is dieing inside for Sam, wishes he could take away every single bad thing in Sam’s past, even if it meant he would have to bear it instead, Dean would willingly do it. And Sam knows, he knows how much it’s killing Dean to see him like this, but he just can’t pretend anymore. And Dean knows, he knows that for Sam to lose his faith that much, things have gotten insurmountably bad.
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